my heart is still bleeding. the only thing separating my love, its useless existence. still beating. this miserable being here. still breathing. when I only wanted my lungs to collapse, I've waited so long for my last. and it's ever fleeting. a distant hope, this breath may be choked by this rope I dangle from. untangle these heart strings to knot their beating. love pooled on the floor in the stilled bleeding. once again, silence. love, forever sleeping.