Many I know hope I will soon drop off the face of the earth. Ive been this quirky alien from now til Birth. It is never easy for me to be around. Everyone sees that I'm the awkward guest at this party and no one has lifted me off the ground. Balloons are tied and the pizza is on the table. I ate more than anyone else that is all I am able. I'll leave now so I'm not in your presence. Next party where I know I'll invite myself next Is in heaven. I'll be an angel you'll remember me through the heartbeat in your chest. Now that I'm an adult, I would rather be dead than the noticeable Awkward guest.