it is oddly empty. a large pocket with nothing but broken memories laying inside. a strong smell that lingers makes something in my heart tingle and guilt makes it's way to my head where i am left laying thinking for hours trying to fix what will always be broken it's too late now "just focus on the happy things" he says and as always he is right so my mind wanders to you and happy at last, i may rest until light of tomorrow's struggle will awake me