love is a funny thing
i mean
everyone is capable of being loved
and everyone is capable of loving
but what if you mistake caring
for loving?
and then you are on the receiving end
what then?
continue with a hopeless love,
whom you care for very much,
or love
someone who you love
also?
it is selfish
i'm hovering between the two
and neither know of the other
at least
not how they are in my heart
equally
and painfully.
should not love be who makes you yourself better as well?
going through hell for someone who needs you
no
that is not what love should be.
so for that i'm sorry
if i leave
please do not worry