This dark and frigid road
Is paved with broken dreams
Always I bare the struggle
Life never what it seems

A wildflower
Growing so lush
My love is not tamed
It's always in a rush

The first winter snow
Always so pure
It blankets my surroundings
Will love endure

Believing love is enough
Feeling it will always last
Diving in heart first
Then falling just as fast

Barely catching my breath
No longer feeling sane
Broken and used
I can't do this again

I look for enemies
The guiltiest goes by my name
Tearing me down
In a puddle of shame

My soul so weakened
This ache  won't subside
The heart always unstable
Has it finally died

Ugliness consumes me
Showering dark to my days
As I bring to life my own suffering
As I wallow in my ways

Standing all alone
It is always my fate
I search for answers
Does love really hate

Indignity follows
It's become a second skin
With nowhere to hide
So much damage within

God only knows
This love I try so hard to attain
Is always just out of my grasp
I am left  alone with my pain