I can’t breathe. why? why is it so hard to breathe? There’s something wrong. I don’t know if something is wrong with me. Is there something wrong with me? What am I saying there’s always something wrong with me. Thats what my mom always says. That I just want attention, but I know somethings not right. It’s like I’m in jello. STUCK. Like a THOUSAND pounds sitting on my chest. Then I see her it’s been a long time. I’ve missed her, I’m not mad at her anymore, I know that it’s not her fault now and now I’m with her. In the same lake she drowned in. And now I know it’s like breathing, breathing underwater...