A Sad Girl's Poem

Ewww Look at you You disgusting little girl Your hair’s a mess Greasy; pimply; ugly Teeth not white enough Eyebrows too thin Makeup done wrong Just give up already Walk to the mirror, tubby Your thighs too large Your arms flabby They say your skinny Who believes them? You don’t eat some days You say you’re not hungry Plus, it’s too “mainstream” You love food That’s your problem Think back on today bitch You yell at them You think your life is so hard You make theirs miserable Ruin what little happiness they have Worst sister ever Why should they ever love you? You don’t even know what love is! You think you do You don’t You ruined another friendship You thought you were in love. Ha! You ruin everything You’ve ruined yourself Arms out Wrists up Examine the scars Anger and hurt Permanently displayed Scars; burns; signs The world can see Just another fucking statistic You like that, hipster? Didn’t think so Oh the labels Do you want to be classified? Hipster; depressed; hippie; cutter How do those even go together? You confuse people You don’t even know what you are What you want What you want to be You wear your heart on your sleeve You dress like a freak Outrageous clothes Stupid hair Trying to make an impression? Make people remember you? It’s working And not in a good way Are you crying? Wipe the tears from your eyes, you baby You cry over everything The last 48 hours And yet you smile You disgust me You hide it All too well Are you faking the tears for attention? Or are you just plain manipulative? Manipulative of yourself Your thoughts; feelings Disgusting Oh, stop crying over him! It’s your fault Remember? You broke his heart Like a twig The day you broke up with him You gave up You quitter You were scared of his love Scared of your feelings They weren’t perfect So you ran You’re so messed up You ruin the good things The ONLY good things you have Do you think he’ll want you back? Then another He was a great friend You were scared of him Of the things that made him him You cancelled Again Lies and blames followed Mad at each other You said good bye And because you’re a stubborn ass Don’t apologize Erase him from your memories Cry over what you had And lost You fucking baby Go “escape” You dreamer Escape your reality Dream big Then give up You can’t make it Isn’t that what you always do? Blame him; I see It’s not his fault You just can’t remember You have no motivation No goals You quit too early I can’t stand to look at you You disgust me completely You’re the leftovers The flaws no one had room for ALL wrapped up in you instead You want to be too many things Everything you’re not Can’t just be happy, can you? You want to be the good girl Want approval You want to be the bad girl Drinking Smoking Fucking You want to be crazy Not a care in the world You want acceptance You don’t even know You’re greedy Jealous Foolish You clown Stop embarrassing yourself Don’t be proud It’s not nearly good enough Stop trying Maybe one day you’ll get it We hate you We all secretly hate But we hide it because we’re good people There you go Just go cry sweetie Act like everything’s ok You fake You poser You loathful creature I’d hate to be you Oh, wait I am...

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