We are so different Sometimes I wonder why You even care for me at all When I told you I loved you You told me you didn’t, But you wouldn’t treat me different It’s difficult to be in love With your best friend I see you all the time But many times I feel like you look right through me You look at the outside Not at the inside You don’t comment when I’m upset Like you don’t notice Even when I tell you I’m upset You stay silent. Are you ignoring me? Or are you giving me a shoulder to cry on? I don’t know It’s hard to know Many times I feel like you don’t understand me But we’ve known each other For 5 years. I feel like I’m alone in this world But you bring in some happiness Even though you don’t understand me You are still my best friend.
This was written for my best friend, my true feelings. Even though he doesn't seem to understand me, I can't imagine my life without him. I did fall in love with him, but he politely told me he wasn't interested, and the next day, told me he was gay. He had told me about a week before that he was bi, and my feelings for him blossomed, because I had basically always known him as gay, so I knew it wouldn't work. But I pretty much always had feelings for him. Even now, I know it could never work, and I am also in love with a girl that has told me she loves me back. I guess there's somebody for everybody, even someone like me