Where've you been? Enid knew her father would ask her that once she got in
-I can't lie to him she told Benny after they came out of the cinema then create another truth he said another truth? she asked sure another place you can go to be your truth what other place? she asked the church on the New Kent Road say you've been to church-
I've been to church Enid said
her father choked on his cup of tea church? you're lying he said
no went in the church she said
-and she had Benny took her there and she entered-
what church? he asked
St Mark's at the top of Meadow Row
her father eyed her darkly what you do in church?
I prayed and looked at the coloured glass windows
-she had prayed and gazed at the windows of colour-
what do you have to pray for? her father asked
her mother eyed her husband be rid of you I would think she said
her husband eyed her you want another black eye to match that one?
who'd you go in church with?
-Benny let her go in alone just in case Benny said-
on my own she said confident in her truth
he looked away from her
anyway he said to his wife I said to this guy you want the **** car or what?
and her father lost interest in Enid and she walked past him and into her bedroom and shut the door
Benny'd been right about truth create one and stick to it like glue it was right she mused hearing her father's voice from the other room it was true.
A GIRL AND HER TRUTH AND HER BULLYING FATHER IN LONDON IN 1957