immature and childish just look older cause of the weight I've put on never held a job longer than three months never had real True Love got mixed up in the dualities and wanted to sort this **** out mixed holy water and whiskey and had that shot :) In my mystical ways i have become god but that's ok cause mums the Boss! I've played Jesus, Muhammad and Moses and Adams the Boss Right back to the top this is more personal , the deeper meaning of things somewhere in history or just in wisdom and knowledge lost wake up in the middle of the night jumping out of Bed saying I'm God the all seeing eye follows me everywhere I go now my profile pic is the eye of Ra on facebook serpents are the wisdom symbol matrix and reality no more confused but cant fight a design that you cant control what i desire is that sacred pearl someone posted a poem on it here a few days a ago ancient knowledge a hidden treasure i got my eye set on the biggest prize i am but dust of the earth but love makes me divine and who you love and how much plays on your soul cause if you love Jesus you want to be like him but what if you love the mystery like crazy then what role do you play? if you stare into the abyss long it stares back at you that's some scary ****!!! I've been staring the abyss in the eye ball for 7 years now i have become the abyss i don't think **** through i just say it as it is the doc says I've had Adhd since i was a kid but in reality there are no loose ends been single so long i think I've forgotten how to kiss calculating how long i have to live 30-35 years of more **** loneliness and solitude are both crap now you can understand why Adam was ******* in the Gardens of Bliss Eve like the New Year's is a wait but unlike new years eve, she never comes 35 more years of single man this is crazy and guess what Muslims there are no Virgins. Like Heaven/Paradise i have heard is very selective women enter free ..... men have to pass the test. So Mr. Man's world not so lucky are we Be good Be good Might be an eternity of love waiting after a short life like 60-70 years a spec in time and maybe sleep forever after a lifetime of misery that's going to be the worst like seriously hell on earth and then just go to sleep what about huggies and kissies ??? :) too much feminine spirit mixed with the masculine but still like girls , still like girls . Poetry is nice short and sweet like unless its like really amazing unlike my ranting :) this will be the only time the only one Apologies in Advance Peace and Salaam And Namaste too if you're into THAT **** mY Soul bows down to the soul in you like the Japanese do it when they greet when love comes I worship her she worships me Penny Royal Tea
just a messed up write it all down ranting/rambling :) definitely not a poem.