Burns inside like I'm alive I'm not afraid to die ~ not afraid to try afraid of leaving this place tonight afraid of ripping my soul in two ~half to keep my body alive ~half that stays here with you An infected touch that brings addiction a neverending hunger for just one more touch a never-bending desire for what I need so much 070304~9.25a
...torn between what was "right" and honorable and the pull of my emotions, body, heart, & soul. I am ashamed to say I was not honorable, I succombed to a pull so strong that it transcended many years and hundreds of miles...and eventually led to my true love.