I make myself forget
How much I miss you
Because if I'd let myself remember
I would be in constant pain
Writhing on the ground
Covered with tears.
I miss being happy with you.
God I miss you.
Jesus...I miss us.

It's the day you left
Im watching your car drive away
Yellow fading into the distanve
And I'm collapsed in the grass
Alone.
Our voices still linger in the air
I stare to the sky
And try not to feel.
But I can't help myself
And I start gasping.
Because I know what's beginning.
I know the hell we're about to go through.

IT'S UNFAIR
That two people
Can love like we do
And feel euphoria through a touch
Or even a glance
IT'S UNFAIR
Because the universe has dammed us
It gave us a flame like none other
IT'S UNFAIR
That we can't be together
IT'S UNFAIR
I don't get to love you to your face
IT'S UNFAIR
AND IT'S BREAKING ME

So every time I say I miss you
It's empty
Because if I ever let myself
Remember why I miss you
You'd hear nothing
But cries of pain
And aches of hurt.

I make myself forget
How much I miss you
Because if I'd let myself remember
I'd feel like how I do right now.