Love is hell and hell is war And nowadays I just can't keep score. Broken hearts, shattered lives The one with the inner strength survives. You give it your all, you throw in your heart And sooner or later it's torn apart. Which can I trust, which ones are true? I don't know anymore after what I've been through. I know there are others who've suffered more pain At the hands of those with something to gain; But right now that doesn't help me much So I've developed myself a mental crutch, A fortress no one can penetrate Built so high with a wall full of hate. Check your emotions, don't let them show Don't ever let a relationship grow. Love is hell and hell is war And I just don't think I care anymore.
This, was when I was trapped in depression, most of my dark ones are. God has since delivered me from that. There is hope for anyone out there for anyone suffering through depression. I no longer think about dying I look forward to living.