I feel so ******* weird like buy a pack of cigarettes weird like I ate too much pizza and cake weird like when was the last time I thought about my ex weird like how soon is too soon to be in love weird like got a job at a fast food chain restaurant that I can't even eat at weird like I have to figure out how to pay the rent and electric bill before next week weird like I'm gonna chain smoke because my new fast food job says I can't and I have to get it out of my system weird.
last week i had a small breakdown but i think i'm ok