There we were, under the watch of the moon and the distant traffic lights, swinging from rope to water, diving, turning, spinning. Drunk on our youth, we divested ourselves of our suits and let the water sink around our bodies, which glowed with untainted whiteness, Clean&*****;&Free; all at once. We told each other we weren’t self conscious, and maybe it was true, but even if it wasn’t, it didn’t matter. I have never felt so beautiful and alive, as I did the moment I paused in midair at the apex with the rope strangled under my muddy fingers and let go, my naked body under the stars and the moon and the sky, flying weightless through the night.