4am
Whispered sobs and hopeless wall punching
Tired spamming
Never changes
5am
Half hour before usual wake up time
Forcing myself to calm down for the six and a half second i talk in the morning

5:30am
Says Goodmorning in a neutral voice
Goes to shower

5:30-5:42
Mini sobs that are barely audible to me
Gets shower done
Plays with hair
Saves ladybugs

6:03
Leaving the bathroom to go downstairs to scratch away with short nails for the next ten minutes

6:14
Goes back upstairs to get ready until a minute before the bus gets here
Seems calm and collected on the bus and the rest of the day

Oh how i love the morning routine