I wait for your reply. Any minute now.. The feeling of addiction starring into a distance as if hours go by. Biting skin off my lip. It's time for my high. Any minute now.. Any minute. I think to myself then I get lit. Inhale and exhale. The cold feeling on my lips. Maybe if I take off my belt. Time to take a quick stick. I lay back feeling numb. Eyes rolling back. I wanna go for a run. Opening my window I long to spread my wings. Woah, the breeze pushing back I'm feeling dizzy. You reply, at last. My heart, beating fast. I can't breathe feeling so alive. You. The reason I love to get high.