I have been acting more mature since going to different states I have been rejected by hot men in those states and told I was certain words so bad not shareable on HP due to the fact their may be children online I learned that adventure is meant to be spent on your own or it isn't as adventurous and falling in love is an adventure but should be experienced when one isn't depressed or hopeless but when the time is best such as when adventures are complete I think that everything by men and abuse i have received was intentional but it hasn't effected me it's made me stronger so strong to tell those men to go where they shouldn't want too I think going to different places in the world made me realize every thing in life isn't about the men who treat women wrong or about the money which isn't enough it's about living a free life and experiencing what the world has for us humane people and I think that we'll I am strong and free and I won't let depression overcome me like it has in the past I will let my heart fly to where it belongs and it belongs to freedom