He always felt the pressure, with eyes that weighed life only through the mind; though not too strong or sardonic; he listened closely to her apologies to others for lifeβs unrelenting random decisions; but dead still fatalism was the only logic that he allowed to approach
He should have known, her languid eyes weighed life only through the heart; though not so delicate, nor sympathies hopelessly buried in allegory, she laid the dead pennies upon his eyes while blood became clear because she said so
But she knew how to laugh, it was as close as she would come to pretending she didnβt care so much; it was because of days spent drowning in her own futile black and white world; seeing life only in the light of kindness and the darkness of shadows begging to lift their veil
He laughed but only in the past; he spent more time asking what difference does any of it make; she smiled patiently, if there was anything she loved about him it was that what he denied of himself screamed in agony alone at night because he knew he was the same as she was