I see you with him, questions in my mined on why you won't take me. Intimacy with you I wanted it to be! I guess that's not what you want from me. I don't understand, I shouldn't dwell I'll only put myself in hell. I care for you this is true attracted to you, for we have a lot in common. Though you said you don't want to loose our friendship with going out. I know that's not what its about. I don't want you not accepting me. To loose our friendship totally. Boyfriends may come and go. This I was told. Yet friends stay. I may not make you smile like him. I could only be there for you the best I can. To you my friend. I wish you happiness!
Wrote this when I was a teenager as almost all my poems. Except Jezebel.