Sometimes I paint my heart with stars and colors, paint over the blackness that hurt exposes, inky and desperate for your cotton candy heart, I paint the colors of dreams, denim and greens, the embrace of summer air, as the sunset fades, the crickets singing tiny hallelujahs, a gentle wind kissing your hair, I paint the river of lights, handlebars at midnight, and hold onto the ghost of these nights. Something living, something true. Comforting kisses catch me quietly, as you whisper, “Everything for you. Sometimes I don’t say it but it’s always for you.”
This poem is about missing old love. I think there were times when I took for granted knowing someone loved me and lived to see me smile.