The entire time I was sitting on the couch across from you the whole time your cat was plotting on how to best take my face off As your mouth moved like a motor and you told me all your stories I wanted to grab your ankles and yank you to me in the worst way and kiss you with everything I have to give and see who dies first. But that is a dream I never had and a fire that never burned and ignoring it is the delightfully tragic ending to an almost dream.