Loss Pain Love

Lost myself and now rebirth

Pain  Intense, sharp, so many pieces.
I slowly put it back together and yet
one more falls.  My heart has healed
but not the same.

Love  Love I loss sometime ago.  Did not
think I would make it but here I am

Can you really love again, do I want to?
Is it worth the pain?

This wonderful man, I warned him.
Do not fall for me!!!
He did not listen.

I fought so hard to find myself.  So scared to fall.

Falling hard, falling deep, so deep.  Is it
possible?  Is it real or wishful thinking?

So pure.  So intense.  So wild.  So much
my heart spills over.

Joy, pain,  want and desire.  Is it worth
he risk.  The unknown.  Scared yet
excited.

A man I have yet to meet, to touch,
to hold.

so much need.  So much want with a fear that brings physical pain in
my heart.  A heart i thought was dead.



Now its awake and hungry.  The need for love,
for desire, for fulfulment .

I dream about how it will be, how
it will feel, how he will taste.

This is the path I have chosen or should
I say chose me.  There is no fighting
it.  There just is.

He will complete me and fill me and I
will be whole again for however long.
Only the dogs know and they wont
tell.