I have to get out now. I have to find the door. I have to know there is a different place. I have to know there is more. ~ I have to keep going. I have to keep my head. I have to climb higher than this valley. I have to believe that I'm not dead. ~ I have to sleep alone. I have to live awake. I have got to wake the ugly monster. I have to give what I can't take. ~ I have to rise up now. I have to walk away. I have to trust-all defenses down I have to see another day.