Black bed sheets, Big blush brush, back and forth. Pouting, popping, posing. "Can't believe he's single!" Oh my god. I know right. I say with the expression of a taxidermied doe. Texting until I want to pull my fingers off, First Class Ticket in a bottle of Sky. I'm a ****** who can't drive and it's ironic because I feel like I'm in high school again and I want to die. Please ask me one more time if I think you look good, as I reach to lift up the window, It's April and I'm cold, I stare at the asphalt ground down from 6 floors up. Contemplating how I managed to make it when I fell from heaven all those years ago.