New life and new beauty, Meet with depression and anxiety. The sun's rays feel warm against my skin, Yet I remain in a melancholy state of mind. It is because of you, The one that drives me absolutely insane, The one that deceives and hurts me, And feels no remorse for doing so. Yet, you are also the one That pulls me in closer on the bed, That holds my hand on long car trips, That looks into my eyes, with a fooling look, And whispers, "I love you so much." You destroy me and re build me. Giving me Spring Sadness.