I'm not important, I'm not special, I'm not great, I'm not significant, I'm not inspiration, I'm not leadership, I'm none of that.

I'm just simply a human being, sheds tears that come from the soul, carries wounds internally cutting spear at rapid velocities, I'm just a being, person, bleeds blood, made up of mostly water, and in the end will turn to dust, and ashes like dirt, sand, decomposing into mother earth, however my soul will remain, my spirit's strong will maintain, it's critical to understand at this point, but things reach the verge, if only I could actualize to my fullest potential, but its not easy takes time, dedication, determation, and commitment yet it's possible, maybe somewhat complex and a little complicated,
Times running out, too much to settle, survival is my awareness, keeping steady composure, maintaining sane not losing self control, too much overwhelms, but I have not given up, until he calls me, I will give in to my peace maker, my divine creator, my guardian protector, he strengthens me, enlightens me, keeps me moving, breathing, thinking, feeling, and loving, my time will come, his word will shrine through...