Everything is fading, day by day, night after night, my word I keep, I meant what I said, my love is true, yet I go so far, cuts leave me scars, although things become a blizzard, I'm loosing my wisdom, intelligence, creativity, memory, biological constitutional is fighting itself, no one helps, only my Lord, it's all I need for him to love me unconditionally, everyone will bow, fall to their knees at his arrival, witness his presence, god is good, love from above, he saved me, but things are formidable to bear and withstand, much animosity, much aggravation, great devastation brings me lower, however my soul & spirit is strong & follows through, keeps it's pace, as my hearts in a race, set ablaze, in this livin maze, consumed by daze, eyes coordinated loose focus blurry gaze