I always craved you
the boy with dark eyes
the boy who towered over me
the boy who's chin rested atop my head
the boy who's finger always found their way to entangle mine
the boy I hadn't spoken to in a year
but when your name illuminated the screen of my phone
all the feelings of me longing for you
died out
you asked me to hang out and although a physical attraction was still there
I couldn't bring myself to warm up to again
For once your dark eyes didn't beg for me to say
I love you