While I am alive I live in complete hell My misery is to much to continue. I have lived in my shell ever since I can remember. My life has taken a turn for the worse. But I have finally found the happiness. The happiness I have longed for. It came in the flash!! I saw him and he smiled. I had some hope for humanity!! He made me look like the sun shine that warmed his shoulders. He asked me out on a date. I said yes. It all happened while I am alive!!