Cornered little rat dies In dank hallways lined with rank Blood **** broken bottles and rusted tokens Envied by lemurs who Hang from burning ****** ***** trees I mention my name as the game Lines up decorated soldiers for Execution No blind fold for they say Death is beautiful Why waste a moments glance at pure Eternal Beauty? She smiled as the duty of my life Was stripped away Fast to say what she willed and still I forgive her because it is just my way There is something in this machine that Is eating me away I smile but I am not there "I'm dreaming about the door" As He says Screaming loud I make no sounds And worry about the word The world The way things are and that I am nothing within it A knot on an old creaky oak tree being pecked away By the **** woodpeckers that have been doing it all along A flick of light sparked by God's evil hand holding a lighter Hot for a moment in between nothing and everything In between life and death, that is where I rest and That is where I write this