I am scared of thunder storms
and I can't sleep when it rains.
I hate my smile
my hair
my eyes
my fingers
my stomach
and my thighs.
But lord do I love my laugh.
I love to sing
and to write poetry.
I know everything about Harry Potter
I've never thought that kissing could mean so much
I gave kisses away like nickels in a jar marked "spare change"
I preferred cuddling
to intimate affection
and I loved being the little spoon.
I care too much
or not enough.
I have to click with someone to be their friend.
I think I am easily replaced
I am easily replaces
I hurt easily.
I don't like myself.
I love the colour yellow.
I question my faith.
I'm scared of death
and what comes next
when I'm buried six feet under.
I love the stars
but am afraid of space
wondering what is out there.  
I never see the big picture
just the little details in-between.
I don't know what I want to be
my family has little hope for me.
I know every word to Disney's Aladdin
I love The Little Mermaid.
You were the one thing I thought was fine
that didn't think so low of me.
But I was wrong
and now you are gone
because everything I was
wasn't enough to make you stay.