I want to dance. I want the rush of energy to spread through my spontaneous body. I want to move the way she does. To be able to sway with that coordination and elegance and vitality. To hide from my inhibitions just long enough to be alive. I want that confidence and that joy. My heart beats fast as I spin around and my hands find a home somewhere in the sky. Its all natural, its all right, and I am there. I am the one experiencing. Then when others see me, they want to dance too. Why canβt I dance?