A smile: an indelible sight I’ll forever be thankful for— a smile: joy of cherry blossoms: a gift unwittingly given. How wonderful Spring can be even when cold, even when distant. From your celestial warmth is brought forth a Springtime in my soul. How marvellous to be captured in this orbit—how spirit freeing this solace even when torturous, even when crushing. This fool – lacking – timidity riddled; a better observer than active participant; pathetic – a poor converser, unable to express elation when faced with a friendly face unless I’m an intoxicated buffoon – crude, unbalanced, inept, apologetic
and lucky
beyond measure— to be witness to such grace and beauty; to be gifted such fun, memories, such life worth each unending sorrow if only for those few moments shared, even if only promising me long bittersweet dreams— crutches as I traverse solitude.
II
To have experienced this season of Eastern daffodil – within time, in the marrow of my wayward soul eternal – redolent with your look, eyes I’m lost in, the melody of your laughter, the majesty of your intellect, your smile, your fire, has vindicated the turning of this world. A world with you in it; a world worth living in. You deserve whatever you desire; the abundant good you've given will be reciprocated one day by someone, some day fated – someone worthy – for certain. The event of you: an indelible star – a source – that I shall forever be thankful for.