I once fell inlove with a girl that I couldn't get out of my mind far after the relationship had ended. Days gone by and she would still be the one who navigates my thoughts but doesnt poses the power to my smile.what i would wake up in the middle of the night thinking it was nightmares was just sudden realisations that girl you werent in my life no more. Heart strings felt like life lines that were just abandoned on the side of the road.

It's unhealthy that you still have control over my thoughts and unfortunately the heart doesn't easily forget what it had lost.so i  Thought that next time i fall inlove i will go head first so that maybe if things go bad before the heart had jumped in like a crazy kangaroo maybe a headache tablet might be able to help.I know i should probably had let you go but letting go seemed like the hardest thing i've ever had to do. So i thought about you today , thought about the plans we had sadly in all our plans this was never planned for . How does one prepare for their heart to be broken when love is such a beautiful thing when you have it and the misery that comes after is imaginable. I guess you will never know what you left me feeling like...