You are a lingering pain in my heart That aches with each step I take Trying to escape you is pointless Your everywhere but then your nowhere Sometimes I believe you've finally left my head, But I always forget I gave you a key, though you never bother to lock the door anyways, You sneak in with quiet footsteps, I barely register that you're even there Then memories swarm my thoughts like a cloud of moths. You are a throb on the right side of my head. Every waking moment I still hear your heavy breaths Which turn my days into headaches. You remind me of the time I broke my cheekbone, a bone that cannot be fixed, a bone that will always be broken. You pour out of my mouth everyday saying things I don't mean, to people I care about. Somehow you ruined me. And I can't seem to ruin you.