Oh, there is a fever in my brain These thoughts! These feelings have pierced my soul and I am held in a longing stronger than my love of life Oh, I cling to you as though it was to life its self. Day and night thoughts of you ever pass through my head and I am forever filled with the horror of the loss of you. When the night wind softly blows across my face I think of your warm sacred touch as hot salty tears flood my face. Tears of gladness that I know the most lovely creature that could ever be. Oh, how these feelings are too great for my mortal frame! When I lay my body down for the nightly rest and slumber my thoughts are of you and whenΒ Β my eyes flicker open in the early morning light my first thought rests upon you. Oh, you are my life for without you my heart would no longer beat and you are my death for if you reject me then a black cloud shall ever fill my heart! Oh, you think I am a mad man and so I am a mad man! Oh, my love for you has driven me mad! Oh, your touch is my religion! Oh, if I were to lost you it would be as though a thousand demons carried me away to there infernal region! Always you are the first and last in my heart. Oh, God in your heaven above let the wings of an angel grow from my back so I can fly and be by your side for without you all creation would be but a dull and lifeless thing and an eternal winter would live in my lifeless soul.