it is okay that my son’s face goes white. I am using my son for water. some of his blood leaves him to become a rooster. some of his blood hardens in the coffin of his wrist. some of his blood enters an incantatory narrative. some of his blood is the body. some believe the body is drought’s battery. I am big on bodies. you might know my father by his spearheading of the ghost indictments. or by the clock you call love that he called the lifespan of his wife’s pregnant hostage.