I chew, lick, inhale, swallow But no matter what I do How I take you How often I take you You leave me here With my head clear Swirling with dark thoughts It's not fair you won't take me with you But you take the others Take them up up Til their heads are in the clouds They no longer have coherent minds Just feelings of content Feelings of momentary happiness By you decided I was different That I was to stay surrounded in dark So you leave me down here While you take the others up high