I'm trying to find the way

But I don't know where to go,

Sometimes I think I found it

But how would I know?

I wish to see a sign

To lead me all the way,

Or a shepherd to pull me

When I go astray.

I know God is with me

But am I with Him?

How do I know

If I fell off the limb?

I want to walk so firm

But I get so confused,

All of life's trials & consequences

Have me deeply bruised.

I long to find my peace

I look forward to my dreams,

But how would I know

Where my path leads?

Oh God please clear my way

And let me see the light,

Reveal to me my weapons

And show me how to fight.

I need your mighty strength

To possess my emotions,

I give you all my worship

prayer and devotion....

I wrote this poem when I lost my brother Hector to Cirrhosis in the liver. Do to his heavy drinking. I lost him and my sister Maria in the same month...same year...November 1999.