i feel the cliff crumble slightly under my shoes as the spray from the ocean thundering below climbs on thermals blowing the hair out of my face. my bones know the distance that spans between my human fragility and the sharp black rocks below hidden by the roiling surf and for a moment i want to surrender to it all give myself to sea let my blood mingle with the saline vastness and become part of something bigger, better than what my life could ever be.
but i rock back on my heels and the earth welcomes me i feel my roots pulse with life and connection and the coldness that had seeped into my veins flees burned away with the wildfire of the sunset
i feel a hand on my shoulder turning my attenion understanding flows in a single look from an old friend and we make our way back home.