I won't live for long Everything goes out And nothing enters in This alien mind I harbor Confuses virtue for sin And everyone's a bore. 5 a.m., another sleepless night. Another class of monetary allowance Wasted When is Wednesday Wait until Wednesday Not to swallow the blue pills While the stars scream. Out run your head "You'll live" As I **** my lungs often. Full of exhaustion From sleeping too much. Just bury yourself Like the spring seeds And rot like a corpse To transmute Into an ethereal West wind. Goodnight Turn off the voice mail And turn down the volume Of the voices in your head My thoughts expand Into clouds While I cry out loud Am I clean enough? Safety sleeps In your cigarette eyes I fell in love again. Daily really Take the prescribed bottle The good intentions will Eat you alive.