Three C's Everyone wonders why I haven't heard someone say Marry me But foreign words and barriers Leave my lips Staying away from french fries Running in fields of grass Sometimes I wonder who I am trying to convince
No stable heart shaped box in sight My cousin and my mother tell me over lunch "He's out there. He's longing for you too." But with a knowing grin and shielded eyes I avoid their judgment, their misunderstanding I just wanna be a drinking Harper Lee.
3 children, tag your girlfriend in blue I'm not trying to **** up anyone's life But I wanna drink red wine as the sun sets Envisioning what I would do with my camera And moving past lustful sighs A strong female voice, teach a lesson Or two Or four Or more But spirituality and stones Who knows what to believe anymore?
I pray at night sometimes My covers and sheets ribboned around me Cycling thoughts of all of them How do we become who we are? Denial of ***, a shove, a regret, forgetting to step-- Away from those that poison our saliva My heart shaped box, I keep under My bed.
20 dollar bills handed with promises of a future Riding in taxi cabs with you Your crooked tooth and perfect beard I wonder what it was you and your face Hid from, all along Beneath That scruffy little Beard.
Imaginary glasses on the brim of my nose An academic at heart, but I can't remember The last time I felt secure or challenged But I felt better, happier for a time Picking myself back up by the boots A statement piece around my thin neck I just wanna draw and paint But have no real wall To hang it up on.
A ray of light, inspiration Impatience for "the one" But training myself to not Need, someone The maidens from the deep south A siren, they jest A siren who travels And hasn't met him yet.
You're right. I haven't But I know he ain't in Alabama He sure as **** isn't in Philadelphia So I stop looking I stop searching and longing for an answer Skeletons of the past, I want to look at you and laugh-- So I do.
An amethyst around a swan If danger is what you feel around my eyes Definition and muscles in my skin If you wanted me to be what I was when you left Ample and flourishing moon beams If you hoped I would keep my mouth shut Self awareness and articulate words Coming, coming from me.
Perhaps there is not an "it" And I am, a woman living in rightnow But I trust the moon I trust the stars I trust the universe I trust how good it felt to run in a circle In the grassy backyard, Free.