a place of safety? he wonders and i don't hesitate to answer. well my mother's bed something about it, i continue the way the comforter never attaches to the foot and the sheets wrinkle into folds of security the smell as i breathe deep into the pillows unchanged no matter the location makes my tears subside little by little soaking up thoughts of regret and provides a feeling no human could give well, besides my mother of course. a feeling of overwhelming safety, all in my mother's empty bed