Eating and sleeping seem hard to do
Even getting out of bed
Getting off my phone
Trailing through social media trying to forget you
****** in
I forget
Thank god
Unlike moments like this
My mind filled with nothing but thoughts of you
What did we do
She believes in love
She believes in learning
Trying
And above all she believes in you
But a cracked heart can't hold together for too long
It freezes to hold stronger
Falling apart seems easier
But not better
It is sad
Sad that you haven't learned
Thankful that I have
You say love
But I could never believe you
You said forever
But quickly threw in the towel
Lust for others outside
Lust for holding onto your Pride
What about love
What we had or what I had for you
Trying is love
Relationships
Priorities
Laughs
Happiness
One cannot be happy in two if one is not
In hopes that we will have what we had
I was happy
I was in love
A roller coaster of emotions due to volnerability
I could never believe you
I loved and I would never do those things to you