Having what the world avoids meets the equality of owning what we need to let go and pretend to not have. I couldn't disown anything even if I tried. I cry at night thinking of how I should meet your needs. Don't look at me. Why would you watch my eyes wander in matter of seconds? Why would you watch me sit alone and fly my hands for hours? Why would you try to estimate the swinging of my legs in the matter of minutes? Both you and i don't even have to try. I own what I have unintentionally. Just get over it.