I guess it makes me feel a little sick I remember the baby goat You said It ****** so hard from the bottle You wanted to discuss Lancaster How you think the world of me Do I think you are a good man? No, I dont.
Twirling me in blackness and red You sat me on the counter Couldn’t help but touch But I kept my lips to myself Water and sorrow spilling from my eyes I forgot that even happened But I watched you go, as you always do You gotta make it about sexuality Project your downfalls onto me Your misery and self disrespect In the air of my cocoon.
Heavy breathing and that same counter top In the sunshine your face lit up as my presence— Handing you the epitome of us You wondered why I ponder if you soaked it up Absorbed it, if it made your eyes tear And I gotta admit, I hope it did.
Couldn’t have been a stronger, more controlled goodbye Than me hugging you, for the last time Perhaps I will wear lavender and splatter paint A ring and newfound life on my soul As you look on from afar Knowing what you missed And tripped out on.
So remembering the feelings Of placing your hat in your hands And the only other portfolio of poetry I have ever extended to a man I gladly, gladly move along.
Oh Betrayer, Betrayal never felt so sweet For I no longer lay my heart on the table As a treat For in the morning and in the night I love me too much for such neglect.
But you wish and you long You dote on, what we had But I don’t. If it could have been different It just would be. But you gotta place your hand on my shoulder Try to get a rise out of me While I leave and leave and leave and leave and leave and leave and leave and leave and leave. Thee.