I'm frightened of who I am when I am not with you
breathing is so hard when you are my lungs, my air
I fear that without you in my life, there's no need to live
I live a pointless existence, losing you too is not fair

I don't know what I'm doing, why I thought I was okay
the truth is I am lost without you and I am scared of life
I lose myself in other things, the things that harm me
lost in blood, in scars, in razors, I am consumed by a knife