Im on the verge to drop off the face of the earth.
I understand I have gone from fun to overwhelming,
From laughing to crying,
Strong to obese,
Living life and writing my next steps to
Sitting alone in a dark room writing my suicidal note.
I have ****** up everything I wanted
I have destroyed my reputation.
Maybe you'll look at me from the corner of your eye.
I'm not going to hurt, I'm not putting you to shame.
These pills I take these appointments I make
I can't tell you everything and explain all that is private.
I'm not going to persist in not going to insist.
These poems I write my teeth I bite
Make good people run away.
Come back!
Don't go.
Just listen.
Please don't leave me here.
I'd tell you in detail.
But even
I don't
Always know.
If I ever catch you at the corner of my eye.
My heart may stop my mouth may drop.
I'll hope you will understand that was then this is now.
We don't know if it will still be right.
Don't think of yourself as doing service or tolerating.
Think of yourself as the greatest.
Reaching out means so much.
The conversations we have I love to make you laugh.
At the corner of your eye,
See I don't only change I improve.
Not for your benefit, but for the love and a good relationship.
At the corner of my eye, I see you looking at me from yours.
No tears, no smile, just happy you see I'm on the face of the earth my complete choice.
I don't need you I just know you.
Very swell indeed to remember happy times I got to share and I get to recall.
They motivate me to keep calm and to stay on the face of the earth.
Things get better **** doesn't last forever.
At the corner of my eye,
I see a beautiful place that even has a spot for me.