I can't stop crying
I've cried for days
and I'm not talking a few tears
I mean to the point my head hurts
and I want to rip my eyes out of my head
Music isn't helping
Chocolate isn't healing
Sleeping isn't comforting
Because you don't leave my dreams

I know it's my fault.
I deleted you today,
in a fit of rage,
honestly.
Finally admitted why I did what I did
Never thought it'd hurt all this much
Couldn't take seeing you today
I feel shattered
and broke again
even if it was only a few minutes
I can't stop shaking still
No matter how hard I try

I'm sorry for all these things
I'm sorry I made you feel the way I did,
just know that you aren't.
You were always the one who did.
You were the reason I got up most days.
I know I never told you that,
I never acted like that,
but I told you why.

I know you found something else
they're not going to hurt you.
They'll make you happy.
They're not me.
They'll be who you need.
They're not going to **** up like I do.
They'll be the ones worth it.

Just promise me
that you'll be happy
no matter how much I break,
I'll eventually be okay
Not soon, maybe, but I'll be someday....